What the heck are you doing?

Well if I knew the answer to that, then I wouldn't be asking. It has been a really looonnnggg time since I have been here. I am not doing so good in school, and a gazillion other things. One of my jobs really really sucks and going there is probably what it feels like to go to hell. If not it's pretty close. My personal relationship= crap. Just seems like everything is going bad. I have been trying to be positive but that is not going so well. Like after I am off for 3 days in a row and nobody fills the lids, I tell myself that at least the ones in the back are getting used. That still does not make me happy.I am just having a rough time of it and I know it will get better. Til then I guess I will just vent. Bye for now, Try and have a great day!